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Kemanisan Iman 💚

Salams and Hi. I just wanna share about my feelings right now. I feel something is missing, I miss that "something".. Wanna know what it is.. Kemanisan Iman... Kemanisan Khusyuk dlm solat.. 😢😢 Kadang2 jeles tgk org byk kwan2 muslimah yg bole guide drg sama2.. I don't wanna be in any organisation or apa2 lah yg jenis "Words speak louder than action"..  I miss dpt khusyuk dlm Solat. I miss dpt baca Quran dgn perasaan yg sgt2 excited, sgt2 rinduu ketika membaca nya.. I pernah rasa tu semua.. But now..?? Kelalaian telah menguasai diri.. Keindahan dunia yg Fatamorgana ini telah membelungi(lurus kah nda jua ni) diri.. I miss you sesuatu yg bernama "IMAN"...  Dulu... Klau 1 hari x baca Quran, rasa mcm something is missing, belum complete.. Klau x solat sunat, rasa mcm hmm ada kekurangan ni.. But now..?? Kemana hilang nya semua itu? Sedihh... Allah.... Please save me.. Please save my family... From this Fatamorgana... Allahuma Ameenn.. 😢

Crispy Chicken and Chips

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu~~~ This blog has been around for quite sometimes now.  Well.. if I must say.. I think its almost 10years now.. And it covers almost everything in my mind . Haha..  Joke.. Err.. Not really, Nothing much that i've shared here.. Just a lil bit of lovey doveyy.. Hahaha..  Sooo anyway.. Here.. I would like to share this beautiful menu that me and my family always have it like few times in 2-3months insyaAllah..  I usually cook this for my family, for mostly on any occasion. And its been for a generation now.  From my grandmother to my mom and now Me:) Crispy Chicken  Sometimes we call it "a candle light diner",  but now since my mom has like i dont know 14-15?? grandchildrens so,  I don't think "a candle light diner"  is appropriate for this kinda big Family..  Normally now we just call it "its a western food kinda night" We keep on changing the Menu's from pasta to fine dining to" fish...

Lol

Assalamualaikum.. Lol!  It's trueee....... Evrytime I write in this Blog,  its a very long gap..  The last time was 2016.... And now is 2018.... MasyaAllah.... Hahaha..... I find it funny,  what a coincidence.. Allah's Plan.... This past 2 year,  I dont feel like wanna post anything heyaa.... Ada pun rasa kan tulis,  but mcm malas rasanya kan buka acc ni.. And.. I don't know... Haha....  Hmm... I guess when is my next post lagi ahh..  3 years from now?  Haha.. But this time I have a feelings,  Im gonna write pretty soon.... Since write now my passion is more into cookin,  bakin n stuff...  Me lovesss me fooddiess... Alot alot N alot....  And I feel so "sayang"  for Not usin' this blog.. For quite some times... To xpress my thoughts, and all..  So yea.. Kinda excited to start using this baby back! InsyaAllah..  So, see ya'll..

YEAR 2016

Assalamualaikum wrb.. SubhanAllah..The last post that I post was on the November 2014,almost 2 years ago. Today is 28th of feb 2016. MasyaAllah.. Everytime I write in this blog, it always has a long gap right..:) So, anyway.. I just feel like I wanna write something here.. Now I had my 2nd baby already, named Dania Nadine.. She's 8 m.o now. My baby girl.. Alhamdulillah, Allah telah pinjam kan me another baby girl.. Her birthday was on the 15th of june 2015. Im so happy to have her in our little family. I love my son Yusuf and daughter Nadine.. Alhamdulillah Nadine had no problems with health like her brother did when Yusuf was a baby. So now there's 4  of us.. yayyy.. Alhamdulillah... :) Now I'm no longer working and run the Restaurant due to high rental, so we can't afford to pay it. But my Husband now works as a Chef at a Café in Kiulap. Alhamdulillah I'm a fully Housewife now. My son Yusuf has already started schooling now. I'm a happy mom.. but..... stru...

RESTAURANT YG TAK DI DUGA

MasyaAllah.. lama sudah aku nda tulis or curhat anything in this blog.. :( anyway.. wanna share that Alhamdulillah Allah telah berikan kami sebuah restaurant utk di uruskan. May Allah make it easy for me and family to run this business.. All of this is actually unplanned and unexpected by us all. A family friend, introduce us this restaurant. At first the plan was to start just a small 'gerai' but siapa sangka.. Allah's plan is so beautiful. Kami masuk dalam ni pun semua sudah prepared, tinggal bawa badan masuk n just prepared barang2 basah and abit of decor here and there.. So yeah.. Alhamdulillah.. Tapi di akui tempat ni sebenarnya abit terpencil because belum ramai yg tahu abt this place. pls doa2 kan yer agar ourbusiness ni akan maju.. Ameen InsyaAllah.. Skrng dah masuk 3bulan i tink or sudah 3 bulan we start this business. And actually kemajuan tu memang dah nampak sikitdemi sikt. Org2 kpg dah mula tau abt this place. Org pun dah ada ramai sikit.. Kmi belum brapa ber...

lectures

Assalamualaikum.. its been a while I didnt wrote here.. and same as listening to lectures.. its been a while too i didnt hear to my brothers islamic lecture dvd.. and just now, i was watching a lecture by sheikh feiz.. topic on"ways to repel from syaitan". it is really an eye opener for me.. i feel great listening to those lectures. and i really hope that i can apply n practise that. and now,i am soo hppy that i just rechare my imaan.. eventho just a bit..;)

The day I become a Mother....:)

Assalamualaikum MasyaAllah..It's great being a mom..Alhamdulillah, I've given birth to my handsome lil mujahid last sunday,20th of may. 11.01pm.. After going through all the journey to the labor, with all those pain make u feel like it's all worth it..once the baby out,you just feel the joy of being a Mother.. And make me appreciate my Mom more.. But Alhamdulillah,with all the support from Mummy and Hubby, SubhanaAllah I manage to bear all of the -ve feelings.. esp my mom,with her non stop du'a for me.. MasyaALLAH.. even the nurses in the 1st stage labor say my mom is so supportive :D hehe..But the only thing that disappoint me the most is that my husband wasn't there in the labor when I delivered my baby..:'( Unfortunately mom ask him to do something.. and when he wanted to come in and the mid wife there, doesn't allowed him..:( but before I delivered my baby,my husband was there.. I am willing to feel that pain again just for my husband to be there and ...